stolen from others.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: ... kathy
Birth date: june twenty seventh.
Current Location: bedroom
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color : Black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: o_____o;; a crab?
Horoscope: cancer

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: phailing school, not exercising, and erm, lots of other things.. xD
Your weakness: seafood, new novels, pocky
Your perfect pizza: lots and lots of pepperoni and less cheese
Goal you'd like to achieve: erm, countless

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your first thoughts upon waking up: shit, my prov's tmrw
Your best physical feature: none? >>;;
Your bedtime: 1 - 2 AM
Your most missed memory: o________O;;

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: SPRITE
McDonald's or Burger King: KFC
Single or group dates: either?
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate ftw
Cappuccino or coffee: ..green tea?

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: O_O;
Take a shower: of course..?
Have a crush: nope.
Think you've been in love: umm.. about that..
Like(d) school: yeah, when i aced elem school without studying
Do you believe in yourself: .. sometimes
Think you're a health freak: HAHAHAHAHAHAH. i wish.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: yeup.
Been on stage: no.
Eaten Sushi: no.
Been dumped: no.
Gone skating: no.
Dyed your hair: no.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: .. NO?
Gotten beaten up: hmm, i beat other people up. heh..
Changed who you were to fit in: um, not really..

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: 22 - 24
Age you want to have kids: after 25

LAYER NINE: IN A GUY
Best eye color: brown
Best hair color: black
Short or long hair: medium ish..

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: typing the answers to this questionnaire..
1 HOUR AGO: Watching boys over flowers
1 WEEK AGO: sitting on top of the swimming pool [not literally] and phailing my chem test
1 YEAR AGO: prob at school.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: pocky
I FEEL: frustrated
I HATE: civics
I HIDE: ..
I NEED: to finish this chapter
I MISS: my stress-free life

GAH. T^T
blogging a day before my provs which i am so freaking screwed for
uggghs. why did i go shopping yesterday?
>>;;
i dislike the judicial branch of government. >=[

ohh, it was math challengers last Saturday.
it was very.. boring.
i epic phailed the individual written part. T^T
i got eighth tho, it was funny
i ended up getting first after the faceoffs. >D
competing mental math with angus isn't fun.
you get all stressed out;
then give up;
then realize angus got the question wrong;
then do math;
then pray you get it right
>DD

and, aside from shopping yesterday, i also played tennis <3
it was fun, a stress-reliever.
and i'm not elaborating on what exactly happened. >D

don't you hate it when parents fight?
ever since my dad's been back [around nov] my parents have been fighting over the same damn thing every single freaking day.
money.
i have no idea how in the world they can find so many things to fight about over money.
the thing is, i thought that when my grandparents come back, two days ago, they would stop.
except.
it got worse.
they dragged my grandparents into the argument.
today at dinner, i didn't get to eat decently. at all.
my parents started accusing my grandparents about all their stupid money issues.
and they when my grandparents got into the argument.
it involved a lot of yelling and violent actions
they smashed at least half of the plates that were on the dinner table
plus throw the food that were on the plates at each other

not having a decent dinner is not something i would get mad over
but continually yelling and screaming at each other for the next 3 hours
totally killed my ability to concentrate and actually get homework done.
my family is loud. extremely loud.
and when someone does start crying, it only get worse.
i thought blasting my music and shutting the door would help in terms of NOT hearing their voices, but they had the ability to be louder than DBSK
i really don't want to interfere with their "adult" issues
but i seriously cannot do homework or study
now i just detest their voices.
and i think the only reason they stopped arguing was because everyone started losing their voice.

i hate my life. i hate the fact that i have to listen to their retarded arguments. i hate the fact that i didn't barge into the room and tell them to shut the hell up. i hate my endless cycle of procrastination. i hate my inability to concentrate. i'm falling deeper into depression.

on a happier thought,
have i mentioned?
i love neck kisses C:

stolen from lance. =]

Do You....

x. Have a crush on someone? no
x. Watch TV more than 60 hours a week? O_O;; with the exception of chinese new year's and the olympics, i don't watch tv
x. Like to sing? uhh.
x. Have a job? i wish
x. Have a mobile phone? yeup.
x. Like to play sports? duhh. :D
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeup.

Can You....

x. Sing the alphabet backwards? never tried
x. Stand on your tiptoes without wearing shoes? um, yes?
x. Speak any other languages? mandarin, shanghai dialect.. if you consider that a language
x. Go a day without food? 30 hr famine.
x. Stay up for more than 24 hours? heh, all nighters? maybe not necessarily an entire all nighter..
x. Read music? yeup.
x. Roll your tongue? yeup.
x. Eat a whole pizza? yeup. and more. ;P

Last Person Who
x. Slept in your bed: myself..?
x. Saw you cry: no one.
x. Made you cry: myself.
x. You shared a drink with: um. no idea, joa?
x. You went to the movies with: Passchendaele! with transies.
x. You went to the shops with: hmm. joa? or karmina.
x. Yelled at you: dad.
x. Sent you an email: joa. and her logo. >>;;

Have you ever....

x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: i want a pet..
x. Been to China: um, i was born there?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? no..
x. had an imaginary friend: no..
x. What book are you reading now: i'm not reading any books.. unless you count Fists and Lipsticks a book..
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeup.
x. what's under your bed: stuff?
x. Favourite sport to watch: swimming. ;P
x. Favourite Location: don't have one

Extra Stuff
x. Do you drink: soymilk. =P
x. Whos your best friends?: UM..
x. What clothes do you sleep in: er, pjs?
x. been in Love: o.O if i say no i'm gonna get killed
x. Do you drive: i wish.
x. Do you like being around people: depends on what people
x. Song that’s stuck in your head a lot: countless
x. Do you want to get married: erm, yeah? when i'm older?
x. Do you want kids: i'm 14.. -.-"

Favourite...
x. Room in house: the kitchen. =D
x. Colour: are white and black colours?
x. Perfume or cologne? ew. perfume. ew. cologne.
x. Month: fall. :D
x. Stone: i don't have one..

In the last week have you...

x. Cried: nope
x. Bought something: yeup.
x. Gotten sick? nope
x. Sang: maybe.
x. Met someone new: yeup. lots.
x. Missed someone: of course.
x. Hugged someone: i suppose.

Specifics

x. who is the last person that called you? umm, joa
x. How many buddies is online right now? 126
x. What would you change about yourself? taller, skinnier, prettier, smarter?

Favourite...

x. Foods: HAHA. funny. i like almost everything. almost.
x. Subjects in school: Math, Physics, Calculus if you don't count that in math..
x Animals: cats. :D

Have you ever...

x. given anyone a bath? O______O; no?
x. Smoked? second hand.. xD
x. Bungee jumped? i wish
x. made yourself throw up? i'm not THAT retarded.. >>;;
x. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? uhhh...
x. Cried when someone died? nope. no one has ever really died on me.. xD
x. Lied: duh.
x. rejected someone? yeup.
x. done something you regret? heh.. rhetorical question much.
x. Snuck out of the house? hmm.. a couple times
x. Gotten lost in your city? HAHAH. no really..
x. seen a shooting star? i wish.
x. been arrested? nope.
x. Laughed and had Pepsi come out of your nose? uhhh..
x. swore at your parents? accidently.. but they didn't hear. thank gawd. xD
x. kicked a guy where it hurts? HAHAH. lots. ;D
x. Made homemade muffins? i wish i knew how to do that..
x. Burped in someone’s face? uhh.. nooo...
x. sneezed at someone: hm. probably
x. gotten the chicken pox? nope.

Last person you...

x. You touched: myself..
x. Hugged: umm.. forgot
x. You yelled at: online? prob max. xD

Are you...

x. Understanding: hmm. sometimes
x. Open-minded: sometimes
x. Arrogant: sometimes
x. Insecure: yeah..
x. Random: LOL. duhh.
x. Smart: i wish.
x. Hard Working: o.O when we have a physics test, yeah.
x. lazy: HAHA. no really..
x. Organized: OF COURSE. i'm just SOOO organized
x. Shy: yeup.
x. Difficult: hahhaa, suresuresure.
x. Attractive: o___________O i doubt it.
x. Bored easily: yeup.
x. Obsessed: yeah..
x. Sad: erm..
x. Happy: no..
x. Hyper: sometimes

Which is better...

x. Flowers or candy: candy. duh.
x. Tall or short: HAHAHHAHA. short. T_________________T;;

Who
x. Makes you laugh the most: hmm.
x. Makes you smile: hmm.
x. Gives you a funny feeling when you see her? o__________O;;

Do you ever
x. Sit on the Internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? UM. yeah.
x. Wish you were younger: yeup. when i was five and had no homework to do.

Pick one

x. Fruit/vegetables: fruit
x. Black/white: white
x. Lights on/lights off: on
x. TV/movie: movie
x. Car/truck: car
x. Body spray/lotion: lotion
x. Cash/cheque: cash
x. Pillows/blankets: both
x. Headache/stomach ache: headache
x. Paint/charcoal: paint
x. Chinese food/Mexican food: Chinese.
x. Summer/winter: neither
x. Snow/rain: snow
x. Fog/misty: both
x. Rock/rap: rap
x. meat/vegetarian: SEAFOOD. well, hell more meat than veggies. XD
x. Boy/girl: err..
x. Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate ftw.
x. Sprinkles/icing: sprinkles
x. Cake/pie: cake
x. French toast/French fries: FRIES.
x. Strawberries/blueberries: both
x. Ocean/country: ocean
x. cookies/muffins: cookies
x. Wallet/pocket: wallet
x. Pink/purple: purple
x. Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeve
x. Clouds/clear sky: clearr. =]

The Generic Teenager Stereotype...

x. Do you drink: as i said, soymilk.
x. Do you party a lot? maybe
x. Do you use drugs for recreational purposes: o_O no..
x. How often do you use the word like in an average hour: LOL. probably alot
x. Do you drool over celebrities: changmin. =D
x. Do you watch a lot of TV: no
x. Do you ever watch the News: no
x. Do you even care about world issues: heh..
x. Do you read books often: not anymore
x. Do you spend most of your time with your friends: yeup.
x. Are you intelligent: i wish

Silly Stuff
x. What day is it: Friday.
x. Whens the last time you called someone: this afternoon
x. Do you like the moon: yeup
x. If you could have any magical power what would it be: hmm..
x. Have you ever had a picnic: yeup.
x. Are you wearing any socks right now: nope.

Word Association
x. Slippers: feet
x. Free: food
X. phone: games
x. Taste: salty
x. Red: car
x. Rain: umbrella
x. Bed: sleep
x. Race: track
x. Knife: death
x. Green: trees
x. food: i'm hungry
x. chocolate: kitkat
x. loud: music
x. penguin: cute

Friendship

x. how many friends do you have: a lot?
x. What friend have you known the longest: hmm..
x. How often do you spend time with your friends: school?
x. What do you think your friends think of you: err..

Would you ever...

x. Bungee jump: yeup
x. Skydive: yeup
x. Swim with dolphins: yeup
x. scuba dive: yeup
x. Go rock climbing: yeup
x. Change your religion: no religion please.
x. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: O_________O no.
x. Not take a shower for a week: O________________________o;; no..
x. Visit a foreign country for more than a month: HELL YEAH.

Have you ever...

x. Skateboarded: yeup.
x. been to a concert: sadly, no
x. been to another country: yeup
x. Talked back to an adult: haha, everyday
x. Have you ever been in love: as i said, i'd get killed if i said no. but truthfully, yeah.
x. If you have, with whom/what: what the?
x. Are you single: nope.

Do you think you are...

x. funny: maybe
x. sarcastic: sometimes
x. lazy: hell yeah
x. hyper: yeup
x. friendly: to certain people
x. evil: xDD yesyesyes
x. smart: i wish
x. strong: in comparison to..? but i'm not strong enough. :|
x. talented: HA. as if.

i feel like an idiot right now.

i got my history test back today.
trust me, it wasn't pretty. at all.
despite the fact that it was better than my last test,
it was still crap.
i tried to make myself feel better by reminding myself i don't need history 12 for university.
but staring at a seventy percent is just..
terrifying.
and listening to everyone else complain about their pretty A's didn't help.
the worst part about it was that i actually tried to study.
i really did, i highlighted my text and although that doesn't seem like a lot
it was a lot for me, it was a freaking huge effort. especially for history.
well, maybe history is just not my subject.
but then again, what IS my subject?
i always believed everyone had at least one subject they were totally superior in, if not all.
and right now, i can't find that one subject.
my chem mark, which i actually need for university, is averaging a seventy three percent? and depending on my future crap labs and tmrw's test, which i will get a 60%, it might go up. or most likely, down.
my physics mark. do i even have a freaking physics mark right now?
oh right, my last crap lab. AND the lab i'm going to do on wed.
and i always thought i was good at physics. except..
english and lit. zag hates me. end of story.
my calculus mark. i dunno, i got ninety in term 1? but i'm not even bothering to listen in ward's lectures.
my math mark is the only one i'm content with, and the one i don't worry about. at all.
i'm not that worried about getting into app sci in ubc because their average requirements are seventies. which i actually have.
but it's really dissatisfying to see all these low marks.
and my perspective on marks turned totally non-asian.

i'm supposedly taking a break from reading chem and attempting to do solubility calculations.
which i can't do.
which means my chem mark is freaking dead.
i feel like i never have enough time.
but a friend was asking me why in the world do i always not have time
i don't study.
i don't do homework.
i don't even have math to worry about.
i only have one prov in jan that i'm not even bothering to study for.

what the hell is wrong with me?

ahh.
school started. T___T;;

i'm sitting here, writing a stupid lab that was done over a month ago.
how in the world am i suppose to remember this?

we had a history test today, it wasn't cool.
i actually tried to study last night except..
there was just too much to remember and i got lazy
i mean, all i need is a 60% in history right?
with the "studying" i've done, i'm not even going to get 60%.
oh, and there's a second test this thursday. >=[

there's a stupid hamlet test tomorrow.
considering i didn't know hamlet that well to begin with, after two weeks of winter break,
does it look like i'd remember a thing?
it took me 10 minutes to realize who in the world Laertes was.

there's that women in science thing again on thursday.
i get to skip half a day of school. yay.
well, i'm actually interested. XD

ughs, i really want a good mark in chemistry but my last lab was just..
horrible. absolutely horrible.
it's the lowest mark i've gotten on a lab since the beginning of last year.

i seriously don't want my history essay back, or the test i just did.
i know.
i phailed both.
western phail.

ooo, SLC this saturday. i get to spend a day doing absolutely nothing except sit there and listen to lectures. joy.
and and and, carmen next thursday. yayyyyy. i love carmen.
even though all that studying i did on it last last last... iunno summer, i forgot all about carmen. :D

i need to start studying. seriously.

omg. i haven't blogged in like, a week?

sighs. that's because i nearly died this week.
notice i said nearly.

well, my mom signed me up for bronze cross for seven and a half hrs for three days.
i mean, i don't WANT to stay at the pool for seven hrs. that's just stupid.
although it doesn't mean we're ALWAYS in the pool.
but still, having the whoooole afternoon inside those stupidly different temperatured pools is just..
stupid.

well, aside from treading water while lifting stupid bricks w both hands, swimming the retarded endurance swim, having to do the fitness test, doing cpr all the time, and giving breaths [or.. supposedly kissing someone], it was pretty fun to hang out w regular HS people for a change.
although they were all "WOW" and "YOU'RE SO SMART" on me when i, at first said i was 14.
AND THEN, the instructors made us give them our go-cards, saying i'm in gr.12.
the instructors went nuts too, saying how smart i am.
right, smart.
TOTALLY.
still, today was the last day, and it was all SIMS [testing].
for the written part, it was the most retarded/idiotic/stupid coughEASYcough test i have written in my whole entire life. it wasn't even ABOUT any of the first aid stuff we learned, it was about how the blood pumps through the heart. coughBIO12cough. except, i forgot bio 12. but guess what? you can do the whole test by grammar. because it was fill in the blanks with the words on top, so by elimination and grammar, you can do the whole test without even realizing what it was about. so that was just.. retarded. considering even though i got perfect, i didn't know the heart was a muscle. XD for you bio ppl, please don't slap me for that. how was i suppose to know? ;P
for the physical part, we were tested in different groups. my group went first. which meant, we had to wait another 3 hrs for other people to finish.
guess what we did?
stayed in the damn hot tub for 3 hrs.
except, i constantly hopped between the cold pool and the hot tub just to not faint from the warm temperature. it also meant we chatted for whole 3 hrs. about absolutely everything.
for nearly half of the time, this crofton girl was telling me about the gift her bf got her.
and, wow, amazing.
she has an interesting bf. giving her a handwritten book for xmas? o___________O;;
the sad thing was, she couldn't read her bf's handwriting.
the whole time, she assumed i didn't have a bf. -angel-

well, at least, killing myself for 3 days did work. i passed. -joy-
XD

ahh, i didn't do ANY work this whole winter break besides eat, sleep, swim, watch dramas/movies, and read fanfics.
pure relaxation.

now i just realized, i have a chem lab, chem test, hist test, hamlet test, brave new world to read, civics prov, and a bunch of other crap to do?
well, happy new year everyone.

except, i never got around to make a new years resolution.
what's the point anyway?
i never carry it out.
T_________________________T

have i mentioned?
EVER AFTER IS THE BEST MOVIE IN THE WORLD.
yes, it's also very old. but, it's awesome. absolutely awesome.
in case you don't know what it's about, it's a modern cinderella. ;P
[yeah i know, why would kathy watch a movie like that? =PPPPPPP]

kathy.XU~


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