Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @11:41 PM
don't you hate it when parents fight?
ever since my dad's been back [around nov] my parents have been fighting over the same damn thing every single freaking day.
money.
i have no idea how in the world they can find so many things to fight about over money.
the thing is, i thought that when my grandparents come back, two days ago, they would stop.
except.
it got
worse.
they dragged my grandparents into the argument.
today at dinner, i didn't get to eat decently. at all.
my parents started accusing my grandparents about all their stupid money issues.
and they when my grandparents got into the argument.
it involved a lot of yelling and violent actions
they smashed at least half of the plates that were on the dinner table
plus throw the food that were on the plates at each other
not having a decent dinner is not something i would get mad over
but continually yelling and screaming at each other for the next 3 hours
totally killed my ability to concentrate and actually get homework done.
my family is loud.
extremely loud.
and when someone does start crying, it only get worse.
i thought blasting my music and shutting the door would help in terms of NOT hearing their voices, but they had the ability to be louder than DBSK
i really don't want to interfere with their "adult" issues
but i seriously cannot do homework or study
now i just detest their voices.
and i think the only reason they stopped arguing was because everyone started losing their voice.
i hate my life. i hate the fact that i have to listen to their retarded arguments. i hate the fact that i didn't barge into the room and tell them to shut the hell up. i hate my endless cycle of procrastination. i hate my inability to concentrate. i'm falling deeper into depression.
on a happier thought,
have i mentioned?
i love neck kisses C: